it's not midnight, it's actually morning now, but this is a thought from last midnights. I've been thinking, maybe senorita isn't the one for me. cuz in my dream, I just felt... I don't know why, but the girl in my dream is not senorita, actually, she's there, it's just that the face.. it's not her. I felt someone has been wanting me, and is not in my timespace, cuz these dream only happened after 5 o'clock.. that's weird alright.
And it's been a couple week since I first thinking of dumping senorita, but that is just currently impossible, it's just that.. I still love her, but not in the same situation. the more I spent my time with her, the more I just want to get my personal space back. I want my tranquil mind back, but I guess that's something I gotta cope with when in relation.
guess this about it for now.